Yea...It has been a while I was working as "auditor".
I am tired of getting "gaji buta".
Shit!!! I am wasting my time...
Sit down, n think deeply. Why must we make ourself tired of having a life that in fact it is not a happy life.
I enjoy the life in the present tense...However, in the meantime, what for I feel pain for the past tense, what for i am still worrying the unforeseeable future?
People said we cant control what will happen to our future
People said if we never plan for our future means we are planning to fail.
People said the most important is we happy now.
People said we should do something now for the future.
People said we should appreciated everything we had now as we can't predict the future.
All is about the People Said...but what I said?
I said, we must enjoy our life. Don't ever force myself to do something that People said it is good for future.
People can't even predict their own future, will they do for you?
Yes, people said I am crazy.Childish perhaps? Just gonna to say...this is what youngster did.
Do I worry about my future? No, I don't.
Future in term of career? No, I don't anymore.
Future in term of relationship? Yes, i do.
Future in term of wealth? Hmm... this is not yet my level to worry i guess.
Future in term of family? Just let it be ba~~
Yea, this is the answer of Childish me at this moment. It maybe different in future perhaps/// I have no idea. Just wait n see...
Monday, October 11, 2010
Tired.
Yea...It has been a while I was working as "auditor".
I am tired of getting "gaji buta".
Shit!!! I am wasting my time...
Sit down, n think deeply. Why must we make ourself tired of having a life that in fact it is not a happy life.
I enjoy the life in the present tense...However, in the meantime, what for I feel pain for the past tense, what for i am still worrying the unforeseeable future?
People said we cant control what will happen to our future
People said if we never plan for our future means we are planning to fail.
People said the most important is we happy now.
People said we should do something now for the future.
People said we should appreciated everything we had now as we can't predict the future.
All is about the People Said...but what I said?
I said, we must enjoy our life. Don't ever force myself to do something that People said it is good for future.
People can't even predict their own future, will they do for you?
Yes, people said I am crazy.Childish perhaps? Just gonna to say...this is what youngster did.
Do I worry about my future? No, I don't.
Future in term of career? No, I don't anymore.
Future in term of relationship? Yes, i do.
Future in term of wealth? Hmm... this is not yet my level to worry i guess.
Future in term of family? Just let it be ba~~
Yea, this is the answer of Childish me at this moment. It maybe different in future perhaps/// I have no idea. Just wait n see...
I am tired of getting "gaji buta".
Shit!!! I am wasting my time...
Sit down, n think deeply. Why must we make ourself tired of having a life that in fact it is not a happy life.
I enjoy the life in the present tense...However, in the meantime, what for I feel pain for the past tense, what for i am still worrying the unforeseeable future?
People said we cant control what will happen to our future
People said if we never plan for our future means we are planning to fail.
People said the most important is we happy now.
People said we should do something now for the future.
People said we should appreciated everything we had now as we can't predict the future.
All is about the People Said...but what I said?
I said, we must enjoy our life. Don't ever force myself to do something that People said it is good for future.
People can't even predict their own future, will they do for you?
Yes, people said I am crazy.Childish perhaps? Just gonna to say...this is what youngster did.
Do I worry about my future? No, I don't.
Future in term of career? No, I don't anymore.
Future in term of relationship? Yes, i do.
Future in term of wealth? Hmm... this is not yet my level to worry i guess.
Future in term of family? Just let it be ba~~
Yea, this is the answer of Childish me at this moment. It maybe different in future perhaps/// I have no idea. Just wait n see...
Monday, August 9, 2010
正式的新一课。
终于，毕业了。。
马大已不属于我了。。。
一直以来，只在幻想穿着毕业袍的那一刻，却忘了联想脱下毕业袍后的日子。
真的，这次是真的已画下了句点。
我必须要接受了，我要工作了。。。
以后的日子，真的很不容易过。。。
我能坚持我要的坚持吗？
我曾经开跑了，也停下来了。。。真的不希望这会历史重演。
坚持到底。。。加油！
马大已不属于我了。。。
一直以来，只在幻想穿着毕业袍的那一刻，却忘了联想脱下毕业袍后的日子。
真的，这次是真的已画下了句点。
我必须要接受了，我要工作了。。。
以后的日子，真的很不容易过。。。
我能坚持我要的坚持吗？
我曾经开跑了，也停下来了。。。真的不希望这会历史重演。
坚持到底。。。加油！
Sunday, July 4, 2010
开工大吉
Finally, I have to say goodbye to my last holiday as a student!
Erm…the feelings…..what to say…how to say ler….it is just…”weird” rather than excited…
Starting from tomorrow…my life will be robotic life...
Wake up in the morning, say byebye to my bed,breakfast, say bye bye to my sister n cousin, lock the door, wait for the lift, got my car, stuck in the traffic jam, search for parking, pay the parking, good morning to my LLTC!!! HAHA…:P
Plan : Aft work, dinner, stuck in the traffic jam, swimming, bath, wash cloth, drama + online, sleep. However, I don’t think I can follow this lar…coz LAZY!
Just now try the formal shirt, OMG!!! I gain weight! Some of the formal cloth becomes so tight dy….haiz….(blaming my mum n bf who always feed me when I was in hometown) keke…Actually, I got a bit want to join that firm because the partner who call me n interview me was so so so polite. He cares my transport, accommodation. But I am still so bad, delay the date of work.
Whatever that should pass has passed, I have to start of something new tomorrow! Good luck to myself. 阿弥陀佛
Close my eyes, and wish myself开工大吉！加油!
12.17am
Erm…the feelings…..what to say…how to say ler….it is just…”weird” rather than excited…
Starting from tomorrow…my life will be robotic life...
Wake up in the morning, say byebye to my bed,breakfast, say bye bye to my sister n cousin, lock the door, wait for the lift, got my car, stuck in the traffic jam, search for parking, pay the parking, good morning to my LLTC!!! HAHA…:P
Plan : Aft work, dinner, stuck in the traffic jam, swimming, bath, wash cloth, drama + online, sleep. However, I don’t think I can follow this lar…coz LAZY!
Just now try the formal shirt, OMG!!! I gain weight! Some of the formal cloth becomes so tight dy….haiz….(blaming my mum n bf who always feed me when I was in hometown) keke…Actually, I got a bit want to join that firm because the partner who call me n interview me was so so so polite. He cares my transport, accommodation. But I am still so bad, delay the date of work.
Whatever that should pass has passed, I have to start of something new tomorrow! Good luck to myself. 阿弥陀佛
Close my eyes, and wish myself开工大吉！加油!
12.17am
Friday, July 2, 2010
P@rTy!!!
The greatest time with family at the P@rty!
Yeap! It is my youngest brother's 12th birthday party!
This party is very special...there are 3 sessions of the party.
The party started at 7.30pm...all my brother's friend came. After eat, they gonna have a water balloon war game! All of them get wet. As my brother said, nowadays, their 12 years old birthday party trend is like that. Water balloon is a Must for them. At last, the road behind my house is full of the balloon now. Gonna clean it sooon...
About 2nd session, it is my mother's friend gathering time. All those Temerloh Aunty chit chatting outside my house. Besides, 2nd session also include 20years++ above session. We are having our "sing k" session! Wau..cool..my cousin can sing well./
3rd session, It is my father's friend session. What it will be when mens talk? Surely....BEER! WC becomes their hot topic as well..too bad, our TV that night is for sing k..not for world cup. Sorry lo~~
Overall, this party is really fun enough!!! However, after the party....I am tired like hell to do all the cleaning up the mess!!!:p
Luckily I delay to start work till 5th...if not, i will missed this out!
Yeap! It is my youngest brother's 12th birthday party!
This party is very special...there are 3 sessions of the party.
The party started at 7.30pm...all my brother's friend came. After eat, they gonna have a water balloon war game! All of them get wet. As my brother said, nowadays, their 12 years old birthday party trend is like that. Water balloon is a Must for them. At last, the road behind my house is full of the balloon now. Gonna clean it sooon...
About 2nd session, it is my mother's friend gathering time. All those Temerloh Aunty chit chatting outside my house. Besides, 2nd session also include 20years++ above session. We are having our "sing k" session! Wau..cool..my cousin can sing well./
3rd session, It is my father's friend session. What it will be when mens talk? Surely....BEER! WC becomes their hot topic as well..too bad, our TV that night is for sing k..not for world cup. Sorry lo~~
Overall, this party is really fun enough!!! However, after the party....I am tired like hell to do all the cleaning up the mess!!!:p
Luckily I delay to start work till 5th...if not, i will missed this out!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Account Deactivated!
---- DEACTIVATE ----
So that those stupid fucking noob stop making fun with that!!!!!
Kinda annoying~~
So that those stupid fucking noob stop making fun with that!!!!!
Kinda annoying~~
A day with Banks.....
Today, I was busy with my bank account. I am planning to apply Maybank debit card and register for the online banking service so that easier to check balance n pay all the bills when needed..So,I plan to deactivate all the bank account i got and just concentrate to Maybank and Public Banks coz i don't have the PB ATM card and holding the account book.(easier to save money).
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First Destination : Bank Islam. Withdraw the money from this account and planning to deactivate this account. I was so so so happy...i never know that i still have RMXXX.35 in this account.Wanted to withdraw all the money inside. But too bad, i cant...haiz..still need to left RM20.35 inside.
Secound Destination : BSN. This bank account balance= RM4.25, weird!I can't do anything with it. So, just left it until automatic deactivate.
Third Destination : CIMB. Gosh!!! My ATM card is not active anymore. Can't even check the balance. Plan to leave the bank already, but the staff approach me ask me what is the problem. I then take the number and wait for my turn. At first, I just plan to check the balance but as i know there is not much left inside as i clear it once be4. Who noes!!!!....There still have RMXX16 inside!!!! Damn happy. As i planning to clear the balance also,so i withdraw the maximum of the amount which left RM16 in that account.So sad that have to left more RM16 in that account.
Forth Destination : Mayabank. Here i deposit RM250 to open a new saving account. I got my Debit Card instead of ATM.
Fifth Destination : Public Bank.Plan to deposit the money to Public Banks. But, forgot to bring the account book and time constrain...so, will go after that.Hehe...hold the money first..
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Hahaha....what a happy day! Suddenly become so rich!..Hmm....will get my self a GPS..my sis a Backpack perhaps coz she is goin to UK soon. My BF...hm...ntg for him....ady spend my public account balance for him...hehe...
My aim : RM15k in my account next year! Hopefully i can handle my spending habit well~~wuhoo~~
save the money inside...keke >.<
5.19pm
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First Destination : Bank Islam. Withdraw the money from this account and planning to deactivate this account. I was so so so happy...i never know that i still have RMXXX.35 in this account.Wanted to withdraw all the money inside. But too bad, i cant...haiz..still need to left RM20.35 inside.
Secound Destination : BSN. This bank account balance= RM4.25, weird!I can't do anything with it. So, just left it until automatic deactivate.
Third Destination : CIMB. Gosh!!! My ATM card is not active anymore. Can't even check the balance. Plan to leave the bank already, but the staff approach me ask me what is the problem. I then take the number and wait for my turn. At first, I just plan to check the balance but as i know there is not much left inside as i clear it once be4. Who noes!!!!....There still have RMXX16 inside!!!! Damn happy. As i planning to clear the balance also,so i withdraw the maximum of the amount which left RM16 in that account.So sad that have to left more RM16 in that account.
Forth Destination : Mayabank. Here i deposit RM250 to open a new saving account. I got my Debit Card instead of ATM.
Fifth Destination : Public Bank.Plan to deposit the money to Public Banks. But, forgot to bring the account book and time constrain...so, will go after that.Hehe...hold the money first..
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Hahaha....what a happy day! Suddenly become so rich!..Hmm....will get my self a GPS..my sis a Backpack perhaps coz she is goin to UK soon. My BF...hm...ntg for him....ady spend my public account balance for him...hehe...
My aim : RM15k in my account next year! Hopefully i can handle my spending habit well~~wuhoo~~
save the money inside...keke >.<
5.19pm
Monday, June 28, 2010
不小心的回忆。
以前，总是觉得事情没有什么是适不适合的；只有接不接受。
现在，现实告诉我的是：勉强没有幸福。
跟一个认识了很久很久的朋友，也很久很久没有见面了的朋友相约hi-tea。聊了好多。分享了好多以前的ABCDE和现在的ABCDE。
结论：我不想，我不想，不想长大。。♬♪♬♩♪♬♪。。哈哈。
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莫名的，一堆一堆的回忆在我的脑力飘来飘去。。。好多莫名的感觉踊上心口。原来，偶尔想起。。。还会有阵阵刺痛的感觉。。。当然，也会因为那些甜甜的回忆笑了出来。。白痴！
一个刚毕业到社会工作的我的回忆会是什么呢？顶多也不是那些朋友的回忆。。。难道会是哪天买了车或买了家的回忆，还是加班加到傻的回忆咩？哈哈。。这会是几年后的事吧。。。
看回自己走过的路，看见了一些不愿意陪著我前進的朋友,沒辦法。。。前面依然有路，唯有自己继续前進,盼望前面會有将会變成好朋友的朋友陪伴。。。
至于那些一直愿意陪着我成长的朋友，继续陪我吧！我真的很珍惜你们对我的那份真亲。。。至少，你们会骂我！至少，我得到你们的坦誠。
想到,"朋 友"這個词汇可以很具体的解释。但是，如果把它抽象化，我可要用一辈子去体会。跟談戀愛一樣。我个人很重视朋友。几乎好多人都告诉我说：以后你又不是要嫁给他，跟他一起生活，你何必那么执著。
这些话，说得容易，听得容易。但是，我受重伤了，所以它都变得很难了。。。
因為有些朋友啊,你非常希望跟他們一起共享樂,共患難。。。甚至也会天真的以为别人也是这么想。可是当某些事情發生不愉快, 或是出现一些该死的所谓误会，友情好像会顿时变得好脆弱哦。。。
痛的，往往不是从朋友变成最熟悉的陌生人。而是，得不到一个完完整整，清清楚楚的结束。或是，当一方想要坦誠相對解決問題的時候,對方卻不愿意,那個時候肯定是最痛了。。。但是并没有严重到像失恋，茶饭不思啦。。
Erm…其实没有必要那么悲观了。。。这只是我人生体会到的一些不愉快而已。我相信，只要我走出来后，我会活得比以前好。一定会。
12.08am
Friday, June 25, 2010
再见了，星期一至星期五的淡马鲁。。。
毕业到现在，我都一直在家乡进行“增肥活动”。。。哈哈•。。
我好像好久没有在我的家乡--淡马鲁，无忧无虑，无所事事的过每一天。。。无聊的跟着妈妈，跟上根下的。。。
应该是说中五过后，我都一直在外头了。。。呆在这边差不多快两个月吧。。。真的爽到爆！
淡马鲁（TEMERLOH）可以说是马来西亚一个比较少人认识的小镇名吧。它位于马来西亚的彭亨州，距离吉隆坡（KUALA LUMPUR）驾驶大约两个小时。其实，到底淡马鲁有什么特色哪？哈哈。。事实上它是没有什么特色。可是，我就是喜欢这里。嘻嘻。。
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我的生活，就是吃，睡。还有就是到我爸，也应该说是我公公的店去“摆”。。。这间店吼，可是历史悠久（超过五十年吧）的一间相店。。。一间养大了我爸四兄弟姐妹，还有我六兄弟姐妹的一间店。公公说过，当时，他考虑了：到底要开脚车店，还是摄影店。我想，他选对了吧。如今，王家三代都这间店工作。。。好有味道吧！除此之外，还有两位大约七十岁的伙计也还在这里上班。他们都是老将，从店已开张就贡献至今了。所以啊，有人说我们的店是“老人院”。哈哈。。他们都是生招牌啊。。。出名的是细心，顾客是第一。我们家赚的，多数是政府部门，还有马来人的钱啦。。。我在店，常常被问的，就是 ： oh, you cucu Wee keh? Besar dah….dulu masa saya kenal datuk awak, ayah you masih kecil-kecil lagi….哈哈。。所以，我在店这一个月，可算是说抛头露面了。。。从街头到结尾，我可以打招呼了。。。去喝茶，吃饭时，老板也会自动帮我order 了。。。哈哈。。。
对，我就是那个传说中那个 “丽南”的孙。。。我妈的大女儿。。。阿利的大女儿。。。可是，就是没人懂我是庆琳吧。。。可悲。。。
Kedai No9
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这些日子，很快的。。。就要结束了。。我一百个，一千个，一万个不要咯。。。我要继续做现在工作时间只有3 到4个小时的CEO!!!
没有办法，梦醒了，就要出发了。。。
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再见了，星期一至星期五的淡马鲁。。。
12.43am
我好像好久没有在我的家乡--淡马鲁，无忧无虑，无所事事的过每一天。。。无聊的跟着妈妈，跟上根下的。。。
应该是说中五过后，我都一直在外头了。。。呆在这边差不多快两个月吧。。。真的爽到爆！
淡马鲁（TEMERLOH）可以说是马来西亚一个比较少人认识的小镇名吧。它位于马来西亚的彭亨州，距离吉隆坡（KUALA LUMPUR）驾驶大约两个小时。其实，到底淡马鲁有什么特色哪？哈哈。。事实上它是没有什么特色。可是，我就是喜欢这里。嘻嘻。。
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我的生活，就是吃，睡。还有就是到我爸，也应该说是我公公的店去“摆”。。。这间店吼，可是历史悠久（超过五十年吧）的一间相店。。。一间养大了我爸四兄弟姐妹，还有我六兄弟姐妹的一间店。公公说过，当时，他考虑了：到底要开脚车店，还是摄影店。我想，他选对了吧。如今，王家三代都这间店工作。。。好有味道吧！除此之外，还有两位大约七十岁的伙计也还在这里上班。他们都是老将，从店已开张就贡献至今了。所以啊，有人说我们的店是“老人院”。哈哈。。他们都是生招牌啊。。。出名的是细心，顾客是第一。我们家赚的，多数是政府部门，还有马来人的钱啦。。。我在店，常常被问的，就是 ： oh, you cucu Wee keh? Besar dah….dulu masa saya kenal datuk awak, ayah you masih kecil-kecil lagi….哈哈。。所以，我在店这一个月，可算是说抛头露面了。。。从街头到结尾，我可以打招呼了。。。去喝茶，吃饭时，老板也会自动帮我order 了。。。哈哈。。。
对，我就是那个传说中那个 “丽南”的孙。。。我妈的大女儿。。。阿利的大女儿。。。可是，就是没人懂我是庆琳吧。。。可悲。。。
Kedai No9
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这些日子，很快的。。。就要结束了。。我一百个，一千个，一万个不要咯。。。我要继续做现在工作时间只有3 到4个小时的CEO!!!
没有办法，梦醒了，就要出发了。。。
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再见了，星期一至星期五的淡马鲁。。。
12.43am
Thursday, June 24, 2010
再想起我们在一起的事，也只能加上一个“曾经的”。
当令你快乐的一切不能再令你快乐，当令你悲哀的一切不能再令你悲哀，甚至激怒你的一切不能再激怒你的 时候，是不是很可怕？ 一位哲人曾说过：这就叫做苍老。
再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切，都只能加上一个“别人的”。
再想起我们在一起的事，也只能加上一个“曾经的”。
有些感情是指甲，剪掉了还会重生，无关痛痒。而有些感情是牙齿，失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。
不见面不等于不思念，不联络只是为了掩饰眷恋。
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每个人在每个阶段得做每个阶段的事，就算怀念，都得离开。
只有你不想放的，没有你放不下的。
很多人，很多事，原本是熟悉的，以为明天可以再继续的。于是转过身暂时放手，想的是明日又将重聚的希望。太阳落下去重新升起来以前，那些事，就不可能再经历；那些人，就从此与你永别了。
有时候不知道真相，不了解本质的人，是快乐的．而能够假装不知道真相，不了解本质的人，却是幸福的．
就像一个热闹的party刚刚结束，人走了，灯灭了，黑暗中就只剩下你一个人……人有时就需要在寂寞中才能自省．只有从喧嚣走入寂静，你才会专注自己的心灵．
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看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？
总之，我一直不愿意承认你是我生命中的过客。
也希望，
我的人生会有那么有一个地方，那么一个人，
而我，在这个人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必有形象，可以全身是弱点，这是知己。
8.20pm
“写中我的心声的一篇网上文章”
再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切，都只能加上一个“别人的”。
再想起我们在一起的事，也只能加上一个“曾经的”。
有些感情是指甲，剪掉了还会重生，无关痛痒。而有些感情是牙齿，失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。
不见面不等于不思念，不联络只是为了掩饰眷恋。
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每个人在每个阶段得做每个阶段的事，就算怀念，都得离开。
只有你不想放的，没有你放不下的。
很多人，很多事，原本是熟悉的，以为明天可以再继续的。于是转过身暂时放手，想的是明日又将重聚的希望。太阳落下去重新升起来以前，那些事，就不可能再经历；那些人，就从此与你永别了。
有时候不知道真相，不了解本质的人，是快乐的．而能够假装不知道真相，不了解本质的人，却是幸福的．
就像一个热闹的party刚刚结束，人走了，灯灭了，黑暗中就只剩下你一个人……人有时就需要在寂寞中才能自省．只有从喧嚣走入寂静，你才会专注自己的心灵．
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看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？
总之，我一直不愿意承认你是我生命中的过客。
也希望，
我的人生会有那么有一个地方，那么一个人，
而我，在这个人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必有形象，可以全身是弱点，这是知己。
8.20pm
“写中我的心声的一篇网上文章”
Sunday, June 20, 2010
生与死，是如此的靠近。
他，来不及向他的父亲说“父亲节快乐”。
他，在2010年的父亲节，入土为安了。
他，一切一切的回忆，都留在facebook。
虽然明知他不可能在facebook留言了，
他的朋友还依然习惯性的留言给他。看了，真的好心酸，哭了。
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生命就是如此的脆弱。我一定要好好的把一切一切美好的，不美好的记录下来。发达的科技，就正是能让我们把过去的，一一出现在电脑荧幕上。（如果“他”身前也有写部落格的话，“他”的父母，朋友就可以常常去看吧。感觉，真的会不一样。）
这，就是为什么我开始写部落格了。
不管你是用什么心态来看我写都好，我只是想要把一些我没有机会告诉你的事，写下来。
2.37am
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