Tired.

Yea...It has been a while I was working as "auditor".
I am tired of getting "gaji buta".
Shit!!! I am wasting my time...
Sit down, n think deeply. Why must we make ourself tired of having a life that in fact it is not a happy life.
I enjoy the life in the present tense...However, in the meantime, what for I feel pain for the past tense, what for i am still worrying the unforeseeable future?

People said we cant control what will happen to our future
People said if we never plan for our future means we are planning to fail.
People said the most important is we happy now.
People said we should do something now for the future.
People said we should appreciated everything we had now as we can't predict the future.
All is about the People Said...but what I said?

I said, we must enjoy our life. Don't ever force myself to do something that People said it is good for future.
People can't even predict their own future, will they do for you?

Yes, people said I am crazy.Childish perhaps? Just gonna to say...this is what youngster did.

Do I worry about my future? No, I don't.
Future in term of career? No, I don't anymore.
Future in term of relationship? Yes, i do.
Future in term of wealth? Hmm... this is not yet my level to worry i guess.
Future in term of family? Just let it be ba~~

Yea, this is the answer of Childish me at this moment. It maybe different in future perhaps/// I have no idea. Just wait n see...